It is strange. So strange. If you don’t give your all, you can’t be fulfilled. If you hold back, you hold back on yourself. I don’t know how to explain this. It is just an experience that I have a sudden insight about as I am typing this. Every time I try to brain something or try to manage the work I am doing, it never satisfies fully. It is when I am ready to be open and risk my whole, that it feels fully satisfying.
Perhaps life embraces us only when we are able to give our all. When we are ready to give our whole heart to the people and environments in our lives. In order to risk something that we are most fearful of discovering – our whole selves.
April 4, 2016